Grump.

I'm grumpy. Do you ever get in one those funky moods that you just can't shake? Mine started yesterday, I think it's because my morning started all rushed and that unsettledness hasn't stopped since then. Usually Sam gets up around 4:30ish, has a bottle and then snuggles in bed with me until 7:30a. We go downstairs, I make a cup of coffee, put her on her mat and we both listen to daddy's show. Nice and relaxing, right? Well yesterday we had a flight to catch right after the morning show to get down to Tampa for the Superbowl. I was rushing to pack, trying to feed Sam, doing some last minute laundry, it was chaos right up until we walked out the door. Then we get to the airport only to find our flight delayed...ugh...nothing is worse than being stuck at an airport with a baby. It ended up being delayed twice more before we finally got here, now I'm staying at my parents while P. is staying with some friends so he can be next to the radio station. (My parents are around 40 min away and when you have to wake up at 3:30a an extra 40 min makes a big difference) all that to say I don't have him in bed next to me which sucks. Although my Mom, Stepdad and siblings all help out with Sam it still just isn't really relaxing to be away from home when you have a kid. I don't have all her stuff, can't really get in a routine, don't know where anything is, she didn't nap at all today...sigh, I'm just in a funk. And I don't want to be in a funk! I know how lucky I am that we get to come down to my hometown for P's job and the last thing I want to do is waste my time being grumpy, I want to enjoy family and friends!

But the grump continues.
Maybe it'll go away tomorrow.

I do have some fun stuff planned for tomorrow...first thing is I'm taking Sam to the station so we can see Daddy. And by Daddy I don't mean Peter, I mean Puff Daddy. Yes, the Diddy will be stopping by doing station interviews and Sam and I are defintiely going to try and steal a photo. Then we're picking up my grandma and bringing her over so she can spend the day with Sam and help me learn how to read patterns, I picked up some super cute fabric and a highchair cover pattern today. I can't wait to try it out! Then tomorrow night we have some pre-superbowl parties going on here that we're going to try and weasle our way into. It should be fun, no, no...it WILL be fun. Yes, the power of positive reinforcement! I WILL BE IN A GOOD MOOD, I WILL BE IN A GOOD MOOD....I WILL....

One thing did put a smile on my face today, my sister-in-law is a set designer in LA on the set of 'Private Practice' and I guess she needed to make a baby board to go in their offices of all the fabulous, beautiful tv babies Addison delivers, well Sam apparently made it onto the board several times! The pic is pretty small but I know I can at least make out Sam once! The fame has totally gone to her head by the way, today she requested that I only use Fiji water, slightly warmed, for her bottles. Diva.